Emotionally Exhausted

Ok, I just read more hang ups to expect along the way in the adoptions. Will it ever end?? We didn't receive news last night because no one could get through. It wasn't for lack of trying, just no one got through?? Then I read that there are hang ups at the very end, taking months for VISAs to be granted..this is a US issue. I am either really emotionally tired, which I am, or I have run out of patience, which I had little in the first place, or maybe I am just now becoming realistic, which I hope isn't the case. I don't know for sure, except that it is almost a year since I had started this process, and not much closer to home coming for either girl....ok enough whining..I think I am just really emotionally tired and need a break from everything for awhile. So I will just keep pounding my body physically with running and lifting, since I feel strong in that area, and it helps keep my mind off of the process, at least for a little while anyway...